kee mee's

mum won't be home for 3 days again.
i became the 2 rascals' private driver again.
i became the chief of the house again.
lots of things to do.
but i'm still procrastinating.


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i just realized that
seemed like everyone got good results in the 1st sem.
except ME.




i am bad.
i am lousy.
i hate myself.


WHY?


我到底怎么了？
我努力奋斗的毅力跑到哪了？
是我的错
是我不够认真
是我懒惰的习性
造成这种后果。

我只能安慰自己
我对自己说
“也许是因为我的课程只公布了两项科目的成绩，
也许是因为其他的科目还没加进去，
所以我的成绩才会那么烂！”

但是，
真的是这个原因吗？