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lead ur own future!Saturday, April 28, 2007
| walao...today go ling's hse 2 meet our 'papa'...but papa 10pm oni reach!!!walao...feel lyk punching lar...haha...but he sure got his own reasons lar...but still bu shuang coz i 10pm leave...haiz...no chance 2 listen wad 'papa' wana say lar...so sad...papa gonna go kl liao...take care o...hohoho ************************************************************ chatin wif him through msn now...long time din chat in fone ler...long time din go out together ler...n d problem is...now...what ever i told him...he had no response lyk tt d...reli sien d lor...make me don feel lyk telling him anything liao...wad to do o? |
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
doing d EST project...walao...sien d lor...other class no nid do oni 5 Cerdas n our class nid 2 do dis stupid stuff...sumore do liao no marks 2 get oso...haiz...reli get angry wif Ruzana lar... erm...2day mood okok lor...but b4 tuition din get d chance 2 say goodbye 2 chee hoe...so abit regret ler...i shud not go toilet tt time d...haiz...den no chance 2 take lunch wif dem oso...coz of d Mrs. Seto 's tuition...eyer...reli sad ler...tis is d laz time we gather together ler...duno next time still got time 2 meet chee hoe anot...sure ll miss him d...our gud papa...kaka...he's reli a good senior 2 me...get 2 learn lotz of things from him...* den aft tt walked 2 Seto's house...den d stubborn goat so kepo...purposely remind seto tt i haven pay tis month's fee...walao...den Seto reli get angry n scolded me lor...so scary er...she reli fierce lar...she sumore said tt im d 1st ever SSI 's student tt still din pay fee until d laz week!* lastly,gonna exam ler.......woo~...so tired...so fan...still hav 2 exam...die lar |
Saturday, April 14, 2007
erm...is a lazy day 2day...coz i slept from 2.30pm-5.45pm...haha...duno y so tired 2day went for club koko ler...den teach d art "group"(oni 4 members present in tis tribes 2day)drew GREEN MONSTER...can say tt is our music club site logo ba...kiki...erm...den juz giv dem sum ideas 2 draw lor...got 1 member(jia jun)not bad man...he's talented in sketching...haha...can cultivate him 2 be d next Art Advertising Director ler!!!* den others tribes oso got their activities lor...dancing tribes taught d 'crazy crazy'song(4got d song's name ler)...tis dance dey al performed during 2005 d...but too bad tt time i din join d dance group...so duno tt dance...so cant dance wif dem 2day...*haha...but dey taught 'Mr.Q' oso...a bit 4got how 2 dance le lor...haha den aft tt had meeting lor...v sien d lor...1st d choir problem lor...haiz...tis year don hav district level er...at 1st i heard tis news reli shock lor...how can d organiser lyk tt d...terus sent Convent to d state level...den d others skuls had no chance 2 compete...reli unfair...but pris say maybe wana discuss wif pengetua about tis stuff...hope tt d organiser ll be willing 2 organise district level...but 2 me...i tink tis year we might be no chance 2 participate ler ba...coz we din prepare well oso...all d choir members din co-operate oso...many members oni attend choir wen yee yan cum...haiz...but i wana say...i ll be v sad n disappointed if we cant take part in d choir competition...tis is my laz year...i wish i can leave mc n skul wif no disappointment n regretness As for Battle of the Bands..i tink tis year reli cant organise ler...coz we met lotza problems...pengetua...rosli...even miss mary oso oppose us to organise it...coz she say tis year most of d AJK is F5 n F6...so she wan us 2 concentrate in our studies...she had a acceptable reasons...but if we din organise d band competition...it doesnt mean tt our results ll be good,rite?In d other hand,if we organise it,it doesnt mean tt our results ll definitely drop...as for rosli...haiya...reli pekcek d lar...he keep on against us...coz of d money n else...n keep on say we don understand,is he don understand ok? so...haiz...so at d end...we might be organise other activities such as music week to replace d band competition ba...haiya...but deep in our heart...i noe tt everyone wish to organise d band ba... |
Friday, April 13, 2007
wooooooo~2day juz get d results...guess wad's my position in class?d ans is....................36/37...wahahaha...u noe y?im frighten wen i noe it...but den aft tt oni i noe is bcoz i din take bio...so muz count d position from d back...so Norman is d last...haiz...seems tt tis whole year i can oni compete wif Norman lor...kaka...coz whole year oni got chance 2 get no.36 n no.37...hahaha...but anyway,if din count from d back...my position shud be no.13 lar...kaka...luckily...not tt bad la hor...can get no.13 in tis class...i shud be happy ba...haha erm...2mr got club activity er...every group leader gonna practise their activity...so gonna tink of sumtin 2 do in art tribes...haiz...duno wad 2 do oso ler...coz too sudden liao...we juz noe it 2day den 2mr nid 2 do liao...maybe hav 2 tink sumtin tt is basic 2 teach d members 2mr lo...hope can success yar~* |
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
| kinda angry lor...d last 2 post can be fake...coz is all his naughty childish bro work!!!* 2day went out wif him again...at 1st not reli got mood...coz he act lyk don bother anything...den go eat sushi king...he also act lyk sien sien...den i don bother...take my own stuff...den he ask me ytrday got cry anot...den make me feel lyk wana cry again...walao...den aft we went home...den he follow me take bus wana sent me home...haha...so gud ler...but den raining heavily...so u get down at pandan der n take taxi home ler...haha...erm....can say tt we r back 2 normal le ba...haha...happy always...* |
Sunday, April 8, 2007
| home alone...d others go jusco...but me no mood 2 go out...im feelin v bad...im sad...reli v sad...y he suddenly tel me al tis weird things?i don understand...d day b4 ytrday we would still chatting as usual...but ytrday he came up n ask me those weird things in msn...i couldn believe...i duno wad's d prob wif him...he din reli tel me wad's d prob bcoz he said he duno wad's wrong wif himself...he ask me 2 giv him few days 2 find himself...wad kind of words is tis?find himself?...i reli don understand...den he ask me 2 cure his mental prob...he say tt he got psychology prob...he wan me 2 help him...but i reli duno wad shud i help...i ask him 2 giv me two weeks 2 help him find bk his feelings...but yet u noe wad he ans?he said two weeks so long...wad does tis mean?izit mean tt he wana settle tis n break up wif me faster?he said he has no more feelings...he ask me whether wana break up...walao...wad shud i ans...im badly headache...i nid sumone 2 help me get through al tis stuff...he nid my cure...but my heart cant find anyone 2 cure it...wen he tel me those things ytrday...my heart keep bleeding...i cant control myself...im frightened abt wad he said...i duno how 2 face al tis things...i cried in front of d screen...i try 2 ans al his ques...yet im crying again now...but he wont care abt me anymore...i cant feel his love n concern anymore...maybe is reli time...but i dowana face it...im deeply hurt...im stupid |
Saturday, April 7, 2007
| d lovely music is flowing in my heart...but i cant tel wad's my feeling now... he is in singapore...n these few days we have no contacts at all... i ask him y he din contact me these days...coz wen he is in sg he ll always keep contact wif me d...but yet i juz ask him through msn...he said tt he was bz wif his new laptop stuff... i don understand...he is not studying n working now...but he hav time 2 ply game n doin his laptop stuff...yet he have no time 2 contact me... wen i hav exam...i ll be v bz...yet i still try 2 keep contact wif him...although sumtimes i still hav lots of things haven study...i ll still pick up his phone...but now he is telling me tt he is too bz about his new laptop n has no time...he ask me whether i feel neglected...i duno wad shud i ans...maybe i shud reli learn 2 be independent...so tt i wont feel lonely wen he is not around... tears rolled down from my eyes...nobody noes...listening 2 d music lyrics...feel tt d words they sang is tokin about my feelings...he tel me tt he has no more feeling...in his mind...i noe he wana break up,rite?i tink so...if not he wont ask me tis,"if we break up how?"everything he juz said still turning in my mind...i feel puzzled...i juz wana be happy always...tis is al i wan... [tel me if u hate me,i might feel better.] |
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Friday, April 6, 2007
| sien...now typing d asean scholarship stuff...so lame...v tired...feel lyk dowana take liao lar... |
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